Coming to terms

I looked nothing like this a year ago. I was just an ordinary guy going about his day until the greatshift struck. I was devastated to lose my old life but I come to terms with my new female body overtime. It took me a long time to accept the fact that I will never be male again or to get married to a woman and have babies and so on. The physical differences were too much as well. I used to be proud of my male strength and fitness. In my new flimsy female body, I can still be fit but I feel so weak and vulnerable. Sex is another thing. I can never have meaningful sex with another female. How could I? I do not have a penis or my balls anymore. Instead, I have to learn to accept that I'll be the receiver instead of the giver when it comes to being intimate. I hated my empty crotch area which reminds me of what I have lost. I hated having to sit down to pee as well. But over time, I have come to appreciate my new female body despite its shortcomings. I look relatively attractive and fit. I can play dress up as much as I want and all. I have come to love how I look in leotards. It is better to be alive and female than not alive at all.