I this is my life

I can't beleive this is my life now. The fist time I put a dick in me after my sex change it was so increitably painful. I cried because I wanter him inside me but it hurt so badly and I recived no pleasure. Now a year later, I lay down and spread my legs and enjoy the pounding. I do miss seeing a pussy streach and grip a cock, but now I feel my labia grip his dick. The multiple big Os make up for pain of recovery, missing seeing down there, and the pain from the first couple times I had a penis in me.